1 00:00:04,999 --> 00:00:07,980 Previously on Brilliant Minds. Is this an address? 2 00:00:08,220 --> 00:00:09,660 It's where your father is. 3 00:00:09,900 --> 00:00:11,320 I knew we'd meet sooner or later. 4 00:00:11,560 --> 00:00:12,680 Who are you? Sophia. 5 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:14,260 I live in the unit upstairs. 6 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:16,840 I don't think Sophia exists. 7 00:00:17,300 --> 00:00:19,200 You think that will hallucinate a patient? 8 00:00:19,540 --> 00:00:21,620 Why do you do that? Do what? Flirt with me. 9 00:00:22,580 --> 00:00:24,420 Is it for sport? You have a girlfriend. 10 00:00:24,700 --> 00:00:25,780 I had a fling. It's long old. 11 00:00:26,500 --> 00:00:27,500 What are you looking for? 12 00:00:27,620 --> 00:00:28,620 There's Sophia's file. 13 00:00:28,660 --> 00:00:32,360 I hope you'll think of us if you ever have someone in need. Thank you, Amelia. 14 00:00:32,659 --> 00:00:34,220 You want to go to Hudson Oaks? 15 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:35,620 To save Sophia. 16 00:00:36,300 --> 00:00:37,720 I need to. 17 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:42,460 Can you recite your full name? 18 00:00:45,440 --> 00:00:46,580 Can you recite your full name? 19 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:49,260 Dr. Oliver Samuel Wolf. 20 00:00:51,820 --> 00:00:54,560 Have you had any alcohol or drugs within the last 24 hours? 21 00:00:55,860 --> 00:00:56,860 Yes, both. 22 00:00:58,060 --> 00:00:59,060 Recreationally. 23 00:00:59,180 --> 00:01:01,540 On average, how many hours of sleep do you get a night? 24 00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:03,840 I don't know. 25 00:01:04,080 --> 00:01:07,760 Three, maybe four. Any family history of mental illness? 26 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:13,840 Yes. My father has bipolar disorder. 27 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:19,480 Here at Hudson Oak, patient comfort is paramount. Don't think of it as a 28 00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:24,200 hospital. Think of it as your home and the staff and your family. 29 00:01:25,240 --> 00:01:27,080 That being said, there are house rules. 30 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:32,960 Residence doors are expected to remain open during daytime hours, and visiting 31 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,400 hours are twice a day. 32 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:36,760 Lights out at 10 p .m. 33 00:01:37,320 --> 00:01:40,700 I don't have anything sharp in there. No drugs, no weapons. 34 00:01:41,480 --> 00:01:43,920 You can get your sneakers back, but we'll need the laces. 35 00:01:45,500 --> 00:01:49,960 All residents are expected to participate in group activities. We have 36 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:54,360 incredible arts therapy program. Did you know that Van Gogh painted his 37 00:01:54,360 --> 00:01:57,900 masterpiece Starry Night while in a psychiatric facility? 38 00:01:58,460 --> 00:01:59,580 The price of greatness. 39 00:02:00,220 --> 00:02:06,020 Hold your arms up for me. Any history of self -harm? 40 00:02:06,320 --> 00:02:07,320 No. 41 00:02:07,820 --> 00:02:11,940 Your room is right down here to the right. Our first session will be 42 00:02:11,940 --> 00:02:13,880 morning. I'll give you your schedule then. 43 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:15,240 You're my doctor? 44 00:02:16,359 --> 00:02:17,359 Yeah. Don't worry. 45 00:02:17,580 --> 00:02:21,360 Dr. Pierce filled in the gaps when I spoke to her, but I'm very eager for us 46 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:22,360 get to know each other. 47 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:25,920 I thought I was seeing things. 48 00:02:26,260 --> 00:02:32,140 Like, there's no way Wolf is here in my room to rescue me, but you actually 49 00:02:32,140 --> 00:02:34,040 faked a psychotic break to save me. 50 00:02:34,460 --> 00:02:35,500 She won't be any dead. 51 00:02:35,800 --> 00:02:38,000 Give me some time to get the lay of the land. 52 00:02:38,950 --> 00:02:42,750 First, we need to get your file to see what kind of fabricated diagnosis 53 00:02:42,750 --> 00:02:43,750 using to keep you here. 54 00:02:44,090 --> 00:02:48,290 If I'm being honest, Ollie, I'm not sure they are fabricated. I think I'm here 55 00:02:48,290 --> 00:02:51,730 because I need to be. That's what Amelia wants you to think. She wants you to be 56 00:02:51,730 --> 00:02:54,110 sick. But I am your doctor, Sophia. 57 00:02:55,110 --> 00:02:56,430 There is nothing wrong with you. 58 00:03:00,930 --> 00:03:04,350 Spec plate for the braised short ribs is ready. Where are we on the guacia for 59 00:03:04,350 --> 00:03:04,969 the lineup? 60 00:03:04,970 --> 00:03:05,970 Burning chicken now, chef. 61 00:03:07,810 --> 00:03:09,810 We've got 10 minutes to doors. Let's move. 62 00:03:10,210 --> 00:03:11,210 Yes, chef. 63 00:03:13,490 --> 00:03:16,050 Nari, tell the new guy my moth pod is off -limits. 64 00:03:17,050 --> 00:03:18,050 Off -limits? 65 00:03:21,830 --> 00:03:22,830 It's planned. 66 00:03:34,190 --> 00:03:35,630 It needs more umami. Sorry, Chef. 67 00:03:35,890 --> 00:03:39,530 Sorry won't cut it when Tejal Rao obliterates us on the times because our 68 00:03:39,530 --> 00:03:41,130 broth tastes like it came out of a can. 69 00:03:41,610 --> 00:03:42,610 Chef. 70 00:03:42,910 --> 00:03:43,910 Chef, you're on fire. 71 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:06,040 Oliver, you have been here over a week. And we have made zero progress. 72 00:04:09,520 --> 00:04:13,800 When you allow childhood wounds to follow you and... Are you aware that all 73 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:17,019 other patients and some of the nurses even call you Amelia Bedelia? 74 00:04:18,519 --> 00:04:21,420 Do you remember those clever little books about the maid who gets everything 75 00:04:21,420 --> 00:04:22,420 wrong? 76 00:04:22,640 --> 00:04:24,300 Who came up with that charming nickname? 77 00:04:25,260 --> 00:04:26,260 Sophia? 78 00:04:27,180 --> 00:04:30,240 I'm not talking about Sophia with you. I know you convinced her to come here. 79 00:04:30,300 --> 00:04:32,720 I've seen you do it before, poaching patients from Bronx General. 80 00:04:33,310 --> 00:04:36,150 trying to convince them that they need help. That's right. Sophia was your 81 00:04:36,150 --> 00:04:37,150 patient. 82 00:04:37,250 --> 00:04:39,190 Remind me, what is her last name? 83 00:04:43,490 --> 00:04:44,449 Check her file. 84 00:04:44,450 --> 00:04:48,350 I don't have her file, because she isn't a patient here. If you expect me to 85 00:04:48,350 --> 00:04:51,110 trust you, Dr. Frederick, stop lying to me. I know the protocol. 86 00:04:51,370 --> 00:04:54,950 I checked myself in here voluntarily, so did she, and it is within our rights to 87 00:04:54,950 --> 00:04:55,950 request a discharge. 88 00:04:56,010 --> 00:04:59,890 Legally, you can keep us here for another 72 hours for evaluation, and 89 00:04:59,890 --> 00:05:01,510 both will be walking out of this place. 90 00:05:01,770 --> 00:05:02,770 I promise you, Oliver. 91 00:05:03,210 --> 00:05:05,770 If I do my job right, you will be walking out of this building alone. 92 00:05:08,550 --> 00:05:09,730 The clock starts now. 93 00:05:17,370 --> 00:05:18,370 Dr. 94 00:05:18,890 --> 00:05:22,130 Pierce, did you know that I am an expert at the art of blowing off steam? 95 00:05:23,150 --> 00:05:24,129 You free tonight? 96 00:05:24,130 --> 00:05:24,989 That depends. 97 00:05:24,990 --> 00:05:26,690 Does blowing off steam involve drink? 98 00:05:26,950 --> 00:05:27,950 Martinis are mandatory. 99 00:05:28,150 --> 00:05:29,870 Give me some credit for knowing you. 100 00:05:30,430 --> 00:05:31,430 Pick you up in 12 hours. 101 00:05:32,810 --> 00:05:33,810 All right. 102 00:05:37,770 --> 00:05:39,010 Oh, hey, Dr. 103 00:05:39,230 --> 00:05:41,270 Pierce. Any updates on Dr. Wolf? 104 00:05:41,510 --> 00:05:43,930 Any chance he'll be discharged soon? I don't know. 105 00:05:44,190 --> 00:05:47,790 I'm not his doctor. Can we at least go visit him and have a nap? What Wolf 106 00:05:47,790 --> 00:05:52,570 right now is time and faith, especially from his well -meaning but over -eager 107 00:05:52,570 --> 00:05:53,570 intern. 108 00:06:00,350 --> 00:06:01,370 I, uh... 109 00:06:01,610 --> 00:06:05,150 I have to be honest, Stevens. I'm starting to get sick of the word 110 00:06:06,250 --> 00:06:07,250 So am I. 111 00:06:08,070 --> 00:06:13,530 The good news is the board wants to meet to discuss making you the permanent 112 00:06:13,530 --> 00:06:14,530 chief of medicine. 113 00:06:15,590 --> 00:06:16,590 What's the bad news? 114 00:06:16,610 --> 00:06:18,670 They want a plan in place for neurology. 115 00:06:19,270 --> 00:06:21,070 Dr. Wolfe has run his course. 116 00:06:21,370 --> 00:06:25,630 On top of all his other infractions, he came here in the midst of a psychiatric 117 00:06:25,630 --> 00:06:27,710 episode. Well, I was there that day. 118 00:06:27,930 --> 00:06:29,790 I'm not going to show you. I put a swift end to it. 119 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:31,980 No one was harmed. A sign of great leadership. 120 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:35,540 But replacing Wolf is the board's bottom line. 121 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:39,720 You have to put the institution above any doctor. 122 00:06:47,980 --> 00:06:49,940 Atomic element number one. 123 00:06:51,120 --> 00:06:54,580 The simplest of all elements, but also the... It looks unique. 124 00:06:57,020 --> 00:06:58,020 Hi, 125 00:06:58,540 --> 00:06:59,540 Oliver. 126 00:07:00,620 --> 00:07:01,660 Hi, Dr. 127 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:06,060 Adler. We're about to break out the clay if you'd like to join the group and 128 00:07:06,060 --> 00:07:07,560 make some pottery. 129 00:07:08,260 --> 00:07:14,020 Let me guess, the malleability of the clay is a metaphor for personal growth. 130 00:07:18,190 --> 00:07:22,490 I should be able to draw the nine circles of hell without someone asking 131 00:07:22,490 --> 00:07:23,910 it's symbolic expression. 132 00:07:24,210 --> 00:07:26,770 I just want my art to be... The plan starts now. Let's go. 133 00:07:26,990 --> 00:07:30,090 Wait, what plan? The plan to break into Amelia's office and steal your file. 134 00:07:30,610 --> 00:07:34,330 Oliver, this is not a good idea. Wait, what happened to the girl who convinced 135 00:07:34,330 --> 00:07:35,530 me to trash my dad's apartment? 136 00:07:36,110 --> 00:07:37,110 Bring her back. 137 00:07:53,290 --> 00:07:54,290 You've got to be here somewhere. 138 00:07:54,530 --> 00:07:55,530 Not. 139 00:07:57,650 --> 00:08:02,030 What is your last name again? Why can't I remember? Usually I'm bad with faces, 140 00:08:02,070 --> 00:08:03,070 but good with names. 141 00:08:06,370 --> 00:08:07,410 You're never going to find it. 142 00:08:25,130 --> 00:08:26,130 You have little faith. 143 00:08:29,510 --> 00:08:30,930 How did you get in here, Oliver? 144 00:08:33,330 --> 00:08:35,970 This is not the behavior of someone who is ready to be discharged. 145 00:08:40,130 --> 00:08:41,610 You called Nero for a burn? 146 00:08:42,929 --> 00:08:43,929 Shh. 147 00:08:44,610 --> 00:08:45,610 Less talking. 148 00:08:45,850 --> 00:08:47,210 Listen for what you don't hear. 149 00:08:55,760 --> 00:08:57,520 I would be screaming my head off. 150 00:08:57,740 --> 00:08:58,740 Yeah. 151 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:00,380 So my nerves are a little fried. 152 00:09:01,060 --> 00:09:04,020 In my line of work, you suffer enough cuts and burns, you get desensitized. 153 00:09:04,320 --> 00:09:06,500 I've worked with Chef for years. He's never had this many accidents. 154 00:09:06,900 --> 00:09:10,420 Mr. Tang, is the reduced sensitivity to pain why you waited a week to be seen? 155 00:09:10,560 --> 00:09:13,740 You know the odds of failure for a restaurant in New York? I can't afford a 156 00:09:13,740 --> 00:09:17,360 off. And if I could, I wouldn't spend it here. Well, since you are here, we can 157 00:09:17,360 --> 00:09:20,060 have our team work you up for what could be a neuropathy. If you're going to 158 00:09:20,060 --> 00:09:22,080 hold me hostage, then I want Dr. Wolf. 159 00:09:22,680 --> 00:09:24,660 The guy knew me before I had any Michelin stars. 160 00:09:25,180 --> 00:09:27,520 Unfortunately, Dr. Wolf is taking some time off. 161 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:29,000 Bull, he doesn't take time off. 162 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:32,880 And I don't want to be relegated to the B team. Could you page him? We wish we 163 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:33,619 could, Chef. 164 00:09:33,620 --> 00:09:35,400 But there are extenuating circumstances. 165 00:09:35,800 --> 00:09:41,340 This is why people hate hospitals. It's just a bunch of egomaniacal control 166 00:09:41,340 --> 00:09:42,700 freaks who think they're always right. 167 00:09:47,760 --> 00:09:48,760 Chef. 168 00:09:51,500 --> 00:09:52,540 I think you ought to stick around. 169 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:53,880 Wolf or no wolf. 170 00:10:01,240 --> 00:10:03,640 Shifting, we have a private room at your disposal. 171 00:10:03,900 --> 00:10:07,340 My mom taught me to never stand still in a hospital. You can't trust it. My mom 172 00:10:07,340 --> 00:10:10,660 hates hospitals, too. Swore she'd never visit me at work. I always say it's no 173 00:10:10,660 --> 00:10:12,640 Ritz -Carlton, but it's better than the alternative. 174 00:10:12,980 --> 00:10:17,240 Yeah, well, my mom's dead, so... And my condolences to you. 175 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:22,060 Chef, good news. Your blood and urine tests came back normal. The next step 176 00:10:22,060 --> 00:10:22,879 would be an MRI. 177 00:10:22,880 --> 00:10:23,880 An MRI? 178 00:10:23,900 --> 00:10:24,900 Forget it. I'm done. 179 00:10:25,260 --> 00:10:28,680 Okay? Tell Wolf to swing by the restaurant. I'll be there, dead or 180 00:10:33,240 --> 00:10:35,100 Something is really wrong with him. 181 00:10:36,160 --> 00:10:37,580 It's not just the burns. 182 00:10:38,220 --> 00:10:42,360 He's been having coordination issues. A couple of days ago, he knocked over a 183 00:10:42,360 --> 00:10:43,400 tray of desserts in the kitchen. 184 00:10:43,930 --> 00:10:44,930 And that never happened. 185 00:10:45,130 --> 00:10:47,950 We appreciate the intel, but he's refusing treatment. 186 00:10:48,590 --> 00:10:50,030 Unless you can convince him otherwise. 187 00:10:50,270 --> 00:10:52,570 Pretty sure he'd rather wear adult diapers than agree to stay here. 188 00:10:52,970 --> 00:10:55,070 But I'll see what I can do. 189 00:10:58,050 --> 00:11:02,250 Why would a guy risk his life just because Dr. Wolf is not here to see him? 190 00:11:02,250 --> 00:11:03,310 someone explain that logic? 191 00:11:03,530 --> 00:11:06,510 It would be so much easier if we could just be honest with Johnny. 192 00:11:06,890 --> 00:11:09,510 No one wants to hear their doctors in a psych ward. 193 00:11:09,850 --> 00:11:11,310 I'm sorry, but it's true. 194 00:11:12,330 --> 00:11:15,690 I checked myself into a psych facility for a few days once. 195 00:11:17,050 --> 00:11:19,310 I was on the razor's edge studying for board. 196 00:11:19,550 --> 00:11:20,790 Needed a break from life. 197 00:11:21,510 --> 00:11:22,650 Dana, I didn't know that. 198 00:11:22,910 --> 00:11:26,750 I guess I don't talk about it because I still have some weird residual shame. 199 00:11:27,950 --> 00:11:29,970 It was the loneliest three days of my life. 200 00:11:31,210 --> 00:11:33,230 My point is, it can't be easy for Wolf. 201 00:11:36,050 --> 00:11:39,330 Every time Jeff comes to visit, I think, maybe this time he'll bring our 202 00:11:39,330 --> 00:11:41,130 daughter. He never does. 203 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:45,740 Personally, I think it's a little more traumatizing for an eight -year -old to 204 00:11:45,740 --> 00:11:47,960 think her mother keeps leaving her to go on vacation. 205 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:51,260 Maybe the staff can give me a spray tan before discharge. 206 00:11:51,880 --> 00:11:54,000 Really give her something to talk about in therapy one day. 207 00:11:56,620 --> 00:11:57,620 Thanks, Ruby. 208 00:11:58,460 --> 00:11:59,480 What about you, Oliver? 209 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:03,040 You want to break your vow of silence today? 210 00:12:04,300 --> 00:12:05,300 No. 211 00:12:07,420 --> 00:12:09,040 I'll give my time to someone who needs it. 212 00:12:09,310 --> 00:12:11,750 Or maybe we could talk about your superiority complex. 213 00:12:12,050 --> 00:12:14,690 Seriously, when is he going to stop acting like he doesn't belong here? 214 00:12:14,930 --> 00:12:16,050 None of us belong here. 215 00:12:16,850 --> 00:12:20,350 Hudson Oaks is locking people up against their will. Today, it may be Sophia. 216 00:12:20,890 --> 00:12:24,190 Tomorrow, it could be any of us. Okay, well, the last psych facility I was in 217 00:12:24,190 --> 00:12:26,930 discharged me after 72 hours because they needed the bed. 218 00:12:27,510 --> 00:12:29,350 I went home and swallowed a bottle of pills. 219 00:12:30,110 --> 00:12:32,490 So I feel pretty lucky to be here. 220 00:12:33,050 --> 00:12:34,510 Finally getting long -term care. 221 00:12:35,110 --> 00:12:37,590 A month ago, I couldn't get out of bed, and now... 222 00:12:39,370 --> 00:12:40,770 I wake up happy to be alive. 223 00:12:44,970 --> 00:12:45,970 I'm sorry. 224 00:12:47,450 --> 00:12:49,350 I think that's a good place to end. 225 00:12:50,810 --> 00:12:52,250 Until tomorrow, my friends. 226 00:12:59,310 --> 00:13:05,790 I find your concern for Sophia 227 00:13:05,790 --> 00:13:08,430 admirable. I'm sure she'd like to see you. 228 00:13:08,780 --> 00:13:10,580 Tell you a few things on her mind. 229 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:14,860 Why don't I unlock the seclusion room on my way out tonight? 230 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:18,740 Help you two get on the same page. 231 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:27,080 If 232 00:13:27,080 --> 00:13:34,060 this is 233 00:13:34,060 --> 00:13:36,020 stand -up comedy, we're not friends anymore. 234 00:13:36,920 --> 00:13:38,020 I got enough friends. 235 00:13:49,460 --> 00:13:50,460 Woman. 236 00:13:51,380 --> 00:13:52,380 Woman. 237 00:13:52,980 --> 00:13:53,980 Woman. 238 00:13:55,780 --> 00:13:57,520 Any of y 'all old enough to get that reference? 239 00:13:59,840 --> 00:14:00,840 That you know. 240 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:05,060 All right. So thank you all for being here tonight. For those of you that are 241 00:14:05,060 --> 00:14:10,180 new. I started this gathering as a way for us at Bronx General to open up in 242 00:14:10,180 --> 00:14:12,400 community and get a few things off our chests. 243 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,980 So, why don't I kick us off? 244 00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:21,420 Two days ago, I treated a child who suffered a pneumothorax. I placed the 245 00:14:21,420 --> 00:14:22,420 tube routinely. 246 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:26,720 Suddenly, there was a complication, and for a few seconds, I thought the kid was 247 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:30,480 going to die as a result. Now, I quickly corrected for the complication, and all 248 00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:31,179 was well. 249 00:14:31,180 --> 00:14:34,000 The kid and the parents went home, sure they did their normal routine, you know, 250 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:35,000 bath time, bedtime. 251 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:41,820 They never knew there was a split second where they were almost robbed of the 252 00:14:41,820 --> 00:14:43,000 mundanity of life. 253 00:14:44,020 --> 00:14:50,980 But I knew, and I can't stop thinking about it, but I know it helps to 254 00:14:50,980 --> 00:14:51,980 talk about it. 255 00:14:53,380 --> 00:14:54,500 Thank you for letting me share. 256 00:15:08,820 --> 00:15:12,500 Oliver will be thrilled to see a friendly face for his very first 257 00:15:17,980 --> 00:15:20,020 Thanks. I can take it from here. 258 00:15:29,740 --> 00:15:30,740 Dr. Wolf. 259 00:15:32,980 --> 00:15:33,980 Hi. 260 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:35,800 Erica. 261 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:36,960 Hi. 262 00:15:42,330 --> 00:15:44,190 Welcome to my office. 263 00:15:45,650 --> 00:15:46,650 Please. 264 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:49,350 I hope it's okay that I'm here. 265 00:15:50,330 --> 00:15:55,130 Dr. Pierce said we'd give you some time, but you know me, I get in pain. 266 00:15:55,370 --> 00:15:58,130 Speaking of, an old patient of yours came by today. 267 00:15:58,750 --> 00:16:01,210 Didn't want to be treated by anyone who wasn't Dr. Wolf. 268 00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:04,830 He got really upset and then proceeded to pee his pants. 269 00:16:05,450 --> 00:16:09,970 Chef Johnny Tang, ring a bell? Johnny's more my friend. His mom was my patient. 270 00:16:10,630 --> 00:16:15,110 She had MS, relentless progression, despite meds and other interventions. 271 00:16:15,110 --> 00:16:16,930 died a few years ago. 272 00:16:17,870 --> 00:16:21,530 So we have urinary incontinence. What are his other symptoms? 273 00:16:22,410 --> 00:16:25,990 He's presenting with pretty profound sensory neuropathy. Second -degree burns 274 00:16:25,990 --> 00:16:29,550 his arm. Didn't even feel them. Tests have been normal so far, but now I'm 275 00:16:29,550 --> 00:16:32,750 wondering. That's not a simple inheritance pattern, but his mother's 276 00:16:32,750 --> 00:16:34,410 does increase his risk of MS somewhat. 277 00:16:35,340 --> 00:16:36,340 It's worth a workout. 278 00:16:36,460 --> 00:16:39,260 Well, the only problem is he refused to stay in the hospital. 279 00:16:39,620 --> 00:16:43,960 He can be pretty stubborn, but his symptoms are concerning. 280 00:16:45,040 --> 00:16:50,060 If I weren't in here, I would pay him a visit, observe him in his element. 281 00:16:50,300 --> 00:16:51,300 Say no more. 282 00:16:51,600 --> 00:16:53,460 I can go and report back. 283 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:55,880 Great. 284 00:16:56,460 --> 00:16:57,460 Good night, Oliver. 285 00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:01,100 Um, good night. 286 00:17:08,330 --> 00:17:12,770 Can you wait for me in the parking lot? This is my window to save Sophia, and I 287 00:17:12,770 --> 00:17:14,810 have to take it right now. I need a getaway car. 288 00:17:15,150 --> 00:17:16,150 Keep the engine running. 289 00:17:19,810 --> 00:17:20,890 I took the bus. 290 00:17:27,390 --> 00:17:31,010 Sophia, I've got your file. I know how to get a key card. We have to get out of 291 00:17:31,010 --> 00:17:31,569 here. No. 292 00:17:31,570 --> 00:17:33,990 When you leave this place, you have to leave without me. 293 00:17:34,350 --> 00:17:35,410 Did Amelia tell you that? 294 00:17:36,970 --> 00:17:38,790 I don't abandon my patients. 295 00:17:39,090 --> 00:17:40,210 Holly, check the file again. 296 00:17:54,870 --> 00:17:56,010 We need to talk. 297 00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:05,690 It's all there in writing. I'm you. You're me. 298 00:18:05,970 --> 00:18:10,050 You know, you are real. I told Carol you were here. That's why she brought me. 299 00:18:10,350 --> 00:18:13,590 Poor Dr. Pierce. She had to play along. She just wants you to get better. 300 00:18:15,810 --> 00:18:17,970 Look, but you walked into my dad's apartment. 301 00:18:18,330 --> 00:18:19,650 Because you needed me to. 302 00:18:20,610 --> 00:18:22,150 Remember what you said to Dr. Porter? 303 00:18:23,150 --> 00:18:25,470 Unprocessed trauma can break a person. 304 00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:26,970 How do you know I said that to him? 305 00:18:27,810 --> 00:18:30,150 First to Oliver, we're the same person. 306 00:18:31,010 --> 00:18:32,310 Look, your father. 307 00:18:32,940 --> 00:18:38,820 Made you feel unworthy. So you created... What's the technical term? 308 00:18:38,820 --> 00:18:39,820 file. 309 00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:42,160 A protective delusion. 310 00:18:42,420 --> 00:18:43,500 Yes, that's right. 311 00:18:44,460 --> 00:18:47,440 You made up a patient you could save. 312 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:50,040 You needed me to feel worthy. 313 00:18:50,860 --> 00:18:52,640 You needed me to escape. 314 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:55,780 You needed me to let go. 315 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:58,760 You needed me to face your past. 316 00:18:59,580 --> 00:19:00,980 Most of all... 317 00:19:01,210 --> 00:19:02,550 You needed me to get help. 318 00:19:08,690 --> 00:19:09,810 Don't cry, Ollie. 319 00:19:10,310 --> 00:19:11,310 It's been real. 320 00:19:12,210 --> 00:19:14,610 Poor choice of words, but you know what I mean. 321 00:19:14,990 --> 00:19:18,990 I'm not staying here without you. I'm sticking to the plan. This is the plan. 322 00:19:19,550 --> 00:19:22,130 You belong here. No, I'm not him. 323 00:19:23,010 --> 00:19:24,110 I'm not my dad. 324 00:19:24,350 --> 00:19:25,350 Prove it. 325 00:19:26,370 --> 00:19:27,490 Get better, Wolf. 326 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:36,900 I don't want you to go. 327 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:39,960 I have to go. 328 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:14,960 Hi, Amelia. 329 00:20:16,580 --> 00:20:21,060 Ruby Berry, she's getting better by the day. And I really think she'll be ready 330 00:20:21,060 --> 00:20:23,100 for discharge by the end of the week. I don't know. 331 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,140 She was in quite a state when her husband admitted her. 332 00:20:26,900 --> 00:20:31,180 A discharge at this stage, it just feels premature. 333 00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:33,240 Why roll the dice? 334 00:20:34,020 --> 00:20:37,080 Let's keep her here a little bit longer in your excellent care. 335 00:20:37,580 --> 00:20:39,040 I will talk to the family. 336 00:20:39,340 --> 00:20:40,980 Facility is all locked out. Okay. 337 00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:42,320 Security unit. 338 00:20:43,350 --> 00:20:46,030 Okay, I'm with you. I repeat, facility is all outside. 339 00:20:46,470 --> 00:20:47,850 Hold Walker. Go, 340 00:20:48,790 --> 00:20:49,790 go, go. 341 00:20:54,050 --> 00:20:55,510 Oliver, there's nowhere to go. 342 00:20:57,590 --> 00:20:58,589 Grab him. 343 00:20:58,590 --> 00:20:59,590 Come on. 344 00:21:04,890 --> 00:21:05,890 Don't do this. 345 00:21:09,730 --> 00:21:11,950 It's high time we be honest about why you're here. 346 00:21:14,410 --> 00:21:17,050 Either we talk about him or we keep doing the same song and dance. 347 00:21:18,670 --> 00:21:22,790 You had me restrained. You sedated me. 348 00:21:23,430 --> 00:21:25,390 And now you want me to open up to you. 349 00:21:25,650 --> 00:21:27,150 Oliver, we didn't have a choice. 350 00:21:29,630 --> 00:21:30,650 I know it's hard. 351 00:21:31,090 --> 00:21:34,870 I can't imagine what you've been through. When your father showed up 352 00:21:34,870 --> 00:21:38,830 years of pretending to be dead, I think it shook your entire sense of self. 353 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:44,220 core elements of your personality, all of it was built on the traumatic memory 354 00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:47,740 of your dad dying. And then you found out it wasn't true. 355 00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:53,840 And I think that your psyche simply couldn't process the enormity of that 356 00:21:54,920 --> 00:21:56,540 And that's where Sophia comes in. 357 00:21:58,320 --> 00:21:59,540 Does that sound about right? 358 00:22:01,880 --> 00:22:02,880 Sophia's gone. 359 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:06,200 But I don't want to talk to you about this. 360 00:22:08,270 --> 00:22:09,310 I want another doctor. 361 00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:14,650 My mom didn't bother writing down recipes. 362 00:22:15,170 --> 00:22:20,130 She made me learn them by cooking with her. And this is her signature dish. 363 00:22:20,870 --> 00:22:22,110 Ma's Lao Song Tang. 364 00:22:23,330 --> 00:22:25,170 Enjoy. Thank you, Chef. 365 00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:33,830 You don't like it? 366 00:22:34,450 --> 00:22:36,510 Oh, no. It's delicious, Chef. 367 00:22:36,950 --> 00:22:37,950 Good. 368 00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:48,480 Chef Johnny couldn't feel fire, but I don't think that's the only thing that's 369 00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:49,480 blunted. 370 00:22:49,900 --> 00:22:51,920 He's the chef who can't taste. 371 00:22:55,160 --> 00:23:01,300 Okay, don't move. 372 00:23:06,460 --> 00:23:07,460 How's the arm feeling? 373 00:23:08,300 --> 00:23:12,380 I wish I could say it hurt like a mother, but it feels fine. 374 00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:16,820 This is MS, isn't it? Johnny, we just started our workup. 375 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:21,340 We don't know what this is yet. Even if it is MS, there are effective new drugs. 376 00:23:22,220 --> 00:23:23,580 That's what Dr. Wolf told my mom. 377 00:23:23,860 --> 00:23:26,980 Always something on the horizon, but her disease never stabilized. 378 00:23:27,260 --> 00:23:31,940 Every time she came to Wolf's office, he tried to help her look at the positive. 379 00:23:33,180 --> 00:23:35,120 He'd tell her that her life was still worth living. 380 00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:36,880 Was it? 381 00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:38,940 I think she'd say it was. 382 00:23:41,330 --> 00:23:43,170 Why don't we get going on that LP and MRI? 383 00:23:44,730 --> 00:23:45,730 Get some answers. 384 00:23:49,030 --> 00:23:53,350 Carolyn, in your professional opinion, how long do you think Wolf will need 385 00:23:53,350 --> 00:23:58,770 before coming back to work? How has he seemed to you? Well, actually, I don't 386 00:23:58,770 --> 00:24:00,750 know. I haven't visited him yet. 387 00:24:01,350 --> 00:24:04,610 I didn't think it would be helpful to his healing process. I just wanted to 388 00:24:04,610 --> 00:24:05,409 him a space. 389 00:24:05,410 --> 00:24:07,330 He doesn't need me hovering like his mother. 390 00:24:07,930 --> 00:24:09,850 Speaking of Muriel... I haven't told her yet. 391 00:24:10,760 --> 00:24:13,060 I promised Wolf I wouldn't. I can't go back on that. 392 00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:16,160 Why? Is there something else you should know? 393 00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:23,860 Sorry to interrupt. I have some MRI results I need to go over with you, Dr. 394 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,560 Nichols. We'll talk later. 395 00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:33,720 Thank you, sir. 396 00:24:35,540 --> 00:24:38,040 Our patient has a family history of MS. 397 00:24:38,580 --> 00:24:39,720 One second, Dr. Porter. 398 00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:44,300 Hello? Josh, I'm at Hudson Oaks. They took away the phone you gave me. Listen, 399 00:24:44,460 --> 00:24:47,040 we don't have much time. They won't let me leave. I need your help. Slow down, 400 00:24:47,140 --> 00:24:48,140 slow down. 401 00:24:48,180 --> 00:24:51,500 Who said you can't leave? This place is awful. I have no control over anything. 402 00:24:51,580 --> 00:24:52,580 No autonomy. 403 00:24:52,820 --> 00:24:55,020 Just give me a minute. Please, just give me a minute. 404 00:24:55,220 --> 00:24:56,220 Now. 405 00:24:56,340 --> 00:24:57,279 Get off of me. 406 00:24:57,280 --> 00:24:58,280 Hey, 407 00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:02,140 we don't need to restrain a patient from making a phone call. Leave Dr. Wolf 408 00:25:02,140 --> 00:25:03,520 alone. Thank you. 409 00:25:09,470 --> 00:25:13,150 It's so sad what's happened to Oliver. But don't worry, things are running 410 00:25:13,150 --> 00:25:17,170 smoother than ever. I want you to know that this neuro department is in good 411 00:25:17,170 --> 00:25:18,170 hands. 412 00:25:20,790 --> 00:25:22,750 I'm sure Dr. Wolf appreciates your concern. 413 00:25:23,570 --> 00:25:26,970 But let me remind you, Dr. Porter, that as a second year resident, your 414 00:25:26,970 --> 00:25:29,350 authority on neuro ends at the hem of your lab coat. 415 00:25:30,870 --> 00:25:34,070 Chain of command runs through me, then Dr. Pierce. Fully respect that. 416 00:25:34,530 --> 00:25:36,330 I just wanted to offer my leadership. 417 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,120 To help keep the ship afloat. Let me see those MRI results. 418 00:25:45,940 --> 00:25:47,820 Johnny, you don't have multiple sclerosis. 419 00:25:48,060 --> 00:25:51,940 Your lumbar puncture was totally normal. And we've reviewed your MRI results 420 00:25:51,940 --> 00:25:52,940 with Dr. Nichols. 421 00:25:53,020 --> 00:25:54,500 Nothing consistent with MS. 422 00:25:56,460 --> 00:25:58,680 Then what's going on with me? 423 00:26:00,430 --> 00:26:05,270 The next step would be an EMG and nerve conduction studies to take a better look 424 00:26:05,270 --> 00:26:06,510 at why you've lost sensation. 425 00:26:07,590 --> 00:26:14,550 But... Actually, Johnny, any chance you're in the mood 426 00:26:14,550 --> 00:26:15,550 for a field trip? 427 00:26:17,890 --> 00:26:19,210 It's good to see you, Wolf. 428 00:26:19,890 --> 00:26:20,990 How long has it been? 429 00:26:21,850 --> 00:26:23,250 Since Mom's funeral. 430 00:26:25,010 --> 00:26:27,150 Look at us, matching hospital bracelets. 431 00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:32,370 Well, how the mighty have fallen. I'm sorry you had to come here. Don't 432 00:26:32,370 --> 00:26:33,370 apologize. 433 00:26:34,070 --> 00:26:36,310 I've lost a few friends who were too ashamed to get help. 434 00:26:37,030 --> 00:26:38,270 I don't want to lose another one. 435 00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:41,450 It takes a lot of courage to be here, Dr. Wolf. 436 00:26:42,090 --> 00:26:44,010 Probably takes a lot of courage to eat this food, too. 437 00:26:45,370 --> 00:26:46,370 It's inhumane. 438 00:26:47,130 --> 00:26:49,010 Maybe you can make me dinner when I get discharged. 439 00:26:49,430 --> 00:26:51,050 All my taste buds ain't what they used to be. 440 00:26:52,290 --> 00:26:55,750 I bet that makes the connection to your mom feel more tenuous. 441 00:26:56,520 --> 00:27:00,020 After my mom died, I couldn't eat for weeks. 442 00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:03,380 The grief made this hole in the pit of my stomach. 443 00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:07,040 People don't realize that grief has a lot of physical symptoms. 444 00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:09,180 At first, mine felt more psychological. 445 00:27:09,580 --> 00:27:12,940 Like, now I can only eat if I cook in my mom's old ceramic pot. 446 00:27:13,140 --> 00:27:17,600 Breakfast, lunch, dinner, all the soups and stews that she taught me to make. 447 00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:22,180 It actually helped until one day everything went bland. 448 00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:24,840 Approximately how long ago was that? 449 00:27:25,310 --> 00:27:26,310 In about three weeks. 450 00:27:27,870 --> 00:27:29,910 Was loss of taste your first symptom? 451 00:27:30,390 --> 00:27:31,390 No. 452 00:27:31,510 --> 00:27:33,510 I noticed that my coordination was off. 453 00:27:33,730 --> 00:27:36,490 I couldn't chop as fast. My vision would blur. 454 00:27:36,710 --> 00:27:37,810 There was a ton of brain fog. 455 00:27:39,590 --> 00:27:42,130 I had trouble remembering recipes that I'd invented. 456 00:27:44,090 --> 00:27:49,390 But when my sense of taste and smell left, that was like another death. 457 00:27:51,790 --> 00:27:52,950 A complete void. 458 00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:58,380 Like all my senses had gone blank. 459 00:27:59,940 --> 00:28:03,120 Like, like my appetite for life. 460 00:28:04,700 --> 00:28:05,700 Gone. 461 00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:14,600 Johnny. 462 00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:19,520 Somebody give me 10 milligrams of diazepam fast. 463 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,360 I'm going to clear the airway. This feature can cause hypopathy. 464 00:28:22,740 --> 00:28:24,280 Right here, Johnny. Right here. 465 00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:35,240 Anchoring bias. 466 00:28:35,780 --> 00:28:40,600 My patient's mother had MS, and therefore the mistake would be to 467 00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:44,320 anchor his own symptoms within the range of demyelinating disorders. 468 00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:48,180 What could be the ideology behind the chronic progression of neuropathy, 469 00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:52,920 incontinence, loss of coordination, loss of taste, and totally normal 470 00:28:52,920 --> 00:28:53,920 neuroimaging? 471 00:28:55,750 --> 00:28:56,750 Uh, indigestion. 472 00:28:58,130 --> 00:28:59,630 Inflammation? Yes, Ruby. 473 00:29:00,170 --> 00:29:03,570 Inflammatory changes. That was where my mind went, too. Except now, I think it's 474 00:29:03,570 --> 00:29:07,310 simply the illusion of inflammation, a masquerader of something else. When 475 00:29:07,310 --> 00:29:11,550 Johnny seized and I opened his mouth to protect his airway, I did notice that 476 00:29:11,550 --> 00:29:15,090 his gums appeared inflamed. Uh, not from bacteria. 477 00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:16,770 Uh, um... Oh. 478 00:29:18,790 --> 00:29:20,150 Oh. Ruby. 479 00:29:24,010 --> 00:29:25,010 A2. 480 00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:27,320 But from lead. 481 00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:32,140 Johnny's gums reveal a sign of lead toxicity, and that could explain all of 482 00:29:32,140 --> 00:29:33,140 other neurogenic symptoms. 483 00:29:33,380 --> 00:29:40,220 And the most common cause of lead exposure in a kitchen... would be an 484 00:29:40,220 --> 00:29:41,680 heirloom pot with a lead -based glaze. 485 00:29:43,220 --> 00:29:44,220 Doc? 486 00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:48,980 Can I use the phone? Are you asking for permission? 487 00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:51,080 That's progress, Doc. 488 00:29:52,180 --> 00:29:53,180 Go for it. 489 00:29:55,070 --> 00:29:56,810 Dr. Wolf, you are literally a lifesaver. 490 00:29:57,030 --> 00:29:58,510 We'll get started on those tests right away. 491 00:29:58,950 --> 00:30:02,370 Kenny, I just got off the phone with Dr. Frederick. 492 00:30:02,910 --> 00:30:07,210 You took Johnny Tang to go see Dr. Wolf at Hudson Oaks where he suffered a 493 00:30:07,210 --> 00:30:10,930 seizure in the middle of a psych hospital? To be fair, Johnny is back now 494 00:30:10,930 --> 00:30:12,270 recovering. I don't see the problem. 495 00:30:12,510 --> 00:30:14,790 Wolf is still our boss even when he's in a psych facility. 496 00:30:15,010 --> 00:30:19,170 Plus, visiting him paid off. Wolf wants us to test Johnny for lead poisoning. 497 00:30:19,650 --> 00:30:21,750 All of his symptoms align. This is unacceptable. 498 00:30:22,670 --> 00:30:23,670 Enough, Charlie. 499 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:25,720 This isn't even about me visiting Wolf. 500 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:29,580 This is about you finally realizing that you spent your whole life hating 501 00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:30,960 someone who never deserved it. 502 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:46,380 Silver, when do you clock out? I could really use a drinking buddy. 503 00:30:46,620 --> 00:30:47,620 In about an hour. 504 00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:50,700 But I'm not going to make sure of these again. There's way too many finance 505 00:30:50,700 --> 00:30:51,700 bros. 506 00:30:53,610 --> 00:30:56,670 Dr. Nichols, you've surpassed all of our expectations. 507 00:30:57,510 --> 00:31:02,670 Costs are down, patient satisfaction scores are up, and you averted a major 508 00:31:02,670 --> 00:31:06,390 disaster with that carbon monoxide leak. What can I say? It's never a dull 509 00:31:06,390 --> 00:31:07,430 moment here, Bronx General. 510 00:31:08,410 --> 00:31:12,590 Speaking of lively department, have you prepared a list of candidates to replace 511 00:31:12,590 --> 00:31:13,590 Dr. Wolf? 512 00:31:15,250 --> 00:31:16,250 I have not. 513 00:31:17,850 --> 00:31:19,090 And I don't plan to. 514 00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:21,840 Yes, Wolf is struggling. 515 00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:26,060 But it is temporary. He will heal, and I guarantee he'll come back to us a 516 00:31:26,060 --> 00:31:27,059 better doctor. 517 00:31:27,060 --> 00:31:30,720 No one in this room, no physician anywhere, is immune to what Oliver's 518 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,420 through. It could be any of us. 519 00:31:32,780 --> 00:31:36,400 One of our doctors is getting help, help he needs, help we encourage our 520 00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:37,400 patients to get. 521 00:31:38,100 --> 00:31:39,540 Why does that make so many of us uncomfortable? 522 00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:42,060 Because we're expected to be invincible? 523 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:46,800 If we terminate him, we stigmatize the very thing we represent. 524 00:31:47,540 --> 00:31:49,440 You don't fire a dentist who gets a cavity. 525 00:31:51,439 --> 00:31:54,700 On my watch, Dr. Wolf stays on as head of neuro. 526 00:31:55,460 --> 00:32:00,020 He is the man for the job, the once -in -a -lifetime doctor who cares more about 527 00:32:00,020 --> 00:32:01,680 his patients than all of us in here combined. 528 00:32:04,100 --> 00:32:08,160 And if my stance costs me the role of chief, well, 529 00:32:08,300 --> 00:32:12,280 so be it. 530 00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:19,100 Now, I do realize there are times we need to put this institution above the 531 00:32:19,100 --> 00:32:20,100 doctors. 532 00:32:21,580 --> 00:32:25,860 To that end, I would like to start the process to terminate the residency of 533 00:32:26,060 --> 00:32:27,060 Charlie Porter. 534 00:32:28,660 --> 00:32:30,220 Chef, good news. 535 00:32:30,580 --> 00:32:31,580 Wolf was right. 536 00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:36,420 Your blood test confirmed lead poisoning, a totally reversible disorder 537 00:32:36,420 --> 00:32:39,240 it's been caught. Even your sense of smell and taste should return with a 538 00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:42,520 treatment called IV chelation. It's like a magnet for lead in the bloodstream. 539 00:32:42,740 --> 00:32:44,120 I don't know what to say. 540 00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:46,280 Thank you. 541 00:32:46,460 --> 00:32:47,820 Could this happen again? 542 00:32:48,360 --> 00:32:49,800 Do you know how we got the lead poisoning? 543 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:53,420 We think his mother's ceramic pot is the source. 544 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:58,280 The glaze can contain lead, and over time, that can lead to significant lead 545 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:01,040 poisoning, especially if you've been cooking in it that frequently. 546 00:33:01,540 --> 00:33:04,100 It's my one connection to her. I doubt that. 547 00:33:04,980 --> 00:33:09,460 Johnny, I know it seems wrong to let go of something we love, but if we don't, 548 00:33:09,460 --> 00:33:10,760 grief slowly takes hold in us. 549 00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:12,940 In this case, it could have killed you. 550 00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:17,140 The only thing you have to do is let the medication work and get the much 551 00:33:17,140 --> 00:33:18,079 -needed rest. 552 00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:19,080 Easier said than done? 553 00:33:20,220 --> 00:33:21,880 No, I've turned a new leaf. 554 00:33:22,860 --> 00:33:28,240 If Dr. Wolf can trust his team and take time off to get better, I can muster the 555 00:33:28,240 --> 00:33:29,240 courage. 556 00:33:29,940 --> 00:33:31,120 Why is he being nice? 557 00:33:31,460 --> 00:33:33,380 Is that a symptom of lead poisoning? 558 00:33:33,660 --> 00:33:37,720 No, I'd say it's one of the positive side effects of a near -death 559 00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:41,100 Nara, you're running dinner service tonight. 560 00:33:41,580 --> 00:33:42,580 You know what? 561 00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:44,420 You can't put your Hong Shou Rao on the menu. 562 00:33:46,460 --> 00:33:47,460 Go. 563 00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:51,320 Thank you, Chef. 564 00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:01,800 Yes. 565 00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:03,320 Slow down. 566 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,860 I'm headed to the bar again tonight if you want to join. 567 00:34:06,100 --> 00:34:07,800 It might feel good to share. Anthony, stop. 568 00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:09,600 I don't want to share. 569 00:34:10,219 --> 00:34:13,540 And honestly, I don't have it in me to listen to other people's problems 570 00:34:14,100 --> 00:34:16,100 Because that's what you do every day at work. 571 00:34:16,699 --> 00:34:17,699 Sorry, 572 00:34:17,900 --> 00:34:18,498 I'm an idiot. 573 00:34:18,500 --> 00:34:21,219 No, no, your heart was in the right place, but I'm good. 574 00:34:21,900 --> 00:34:25,320 I don't need to get on a stage and tell everyone how deeply conflicted I am that 575 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:27,060 I admitted my best friend to inpatient treatment. 576 00:34:27,460 --> 00:34:30,880 Especially when I know his own deeply conflicted feelings around psych 577 00:34:31,580 --> 00:34:34,580 I don't need to say that I'm scared. 578 00:34:35,389 --> 00:34:39,770 He may never forgive me or that I resent being the one to take care of everyone 579 00:34:39,770 --> 00:34:40,969 when I've had a year from hell. 580 00:34:41,170 --> 00:34:45,469 I left my marriage because it became impossible and miserable. 581 00:34:46,190 --> 00:34:51,489 And sometimes I still feel guilty about making that decision, but I am tired of 582 00:34:51,489 --> 00:34:58,270 feeling guilty, and I'm tired of feeling awful, and I just, for once, want to 583 00:34:58,270 --> 00:34:59,270 feel good. 584 00:35:12,410 --> 00:35:14,310 My stand at Morris is tonight. 585 00:35:22,170 --> 00:35:23,910 Well, we have time for one more share. 586 00:35:27,630 --> 00:35:31,470 I would like to go, I think. 587 00:35:35,530 --> 00:35:39,630 When I was nine years old, my dad had been gone for a few days. I thought he 588 00:35:39,630 --> 00:35:41,190 away for work, but... 589 00:35:42,510 --> 00:35:48,670 One day when I came home from school, he had broken into our house. He smashed a 590 00:35:48,670 --> 00:35:51,450 window. He was standing over the sink. His hand was bleeding. He was confused. 591 00:35:52,490 --> 00:35:56,050 That night I watched him get taken away in an ambulance. 592 00:35:56,630 --> 00:35:59,210 They brought him to a psychiatric hospital. 593 00:36:02,810 --> 00:36:03,810 He's bipolar. 594 00:36:04,190 --> 00:36:09,070 He would go on to have a lot of faith and fertility if he'd be gone for long 595 00:36:09,070 --> 00:36:10,070 periods of time. 596 00:36:12,780 --> 00:36:16,400 My mom would never let me visit him, so I imagined the worst. 597 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:21,640 Back then, I just thought it was the place that was making him worse. 598 00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:27,580 I was so scared to come here that I couldn't even admit that I needed help. 599 00:36:28,860 --> 00:36:35,460 And my mind created Sophia, a patient you all know doesn't exist, just to 600 00:36:35,460 --> 00:36:36,460 the truth. 601 00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:41,900 But the truth is that I'm the patient. 602 00:36:47,950 --> 00:36:48,950 I need help. 603 00:36:51,130 --> 00:36:54,430 The mind is brilliant. 604 00:36:55,550 --> 00:36:58,830 It's incredible the lengths it will go to to protect us. 605 00:37:00,210 --> 00:37:04,110 Just because you're here, Oliver, it doesn't make you your dad. 606 00:37:04,870 --> 00:37:09,470 It doesn't make you bipolar, although it would also be okay if you were. 607 00:37:11,010 --> 00:37:13,750 We inherit so many things from our parents. 608 00:37:14,930 --> 00:37:16,250 Good things, too. 609 00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,700 Can you think of something positive you might have gotten from your father? 610 00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:29,580 He was a really good doctor. 611 00:37:48,140 --> 00:37:53,720 Each of our five senses has receptors, nerve pathways, and specific brain 612 00:37:53,720 --> 00:37:55,200 regions that interpret them. 613 00:37:58,820 --> 00:38:03,300 The occipital lobe controls our sense of sight, our fastest sense. 614 00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:05,660 Oliver. Good news. 615 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:11,600 Your 72 hours are up. I hate goodbyes, so let's just say I'll see you later. 616 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:14,680 Actually, I'd like to stay. 617 00:38:16,010 --> 00:38:18,010 But I need to talk to someone first. 618 00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:20,730 Can I get my phone? 619 00:38:22,050 --> 00:38:25,090 The parietal lobe controls our sense of touch. 620 00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:56,420 The olfactory bulb and the gustatory cortex control our sense of smell and 621 00:38:56,420 --> 00:38:57,420 taste. 622 00:39:01,540 --> 00:39:02,540 Perfect, chef. 623 00:39:03,740 --> 00:39:04,740 Nail. 624 00:39:10,780 --> 00:39:14,160 The temporal lobe controls our ability to hear. 625 00:39:15,460 --> 00:39:16,460 Hi, mom. 626 00:39:17,980 --> 00:39:22,460 No, I'm okay. I just need you to listen. I don't want you to worry. I'm at 627 00:39:22,460 --> 00:39:23,460 Hudson Oaks. 628 00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:28,440 Yeah, I admitted myself about a week ago. 629 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:35,100 We both know that I haven't been doing very well for a while, and I want to get 630 00:39:35,100 --> 00:39:36,100 better. 631 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:42,020 No, I'll let you know when I'm ready for you to visit. 632 00:39:43,420 --> 00:39:44,420 Yeah, 633 00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:45,900 I'm sure. 634 00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:52,690 And when our senses are too overwhelming, we can disrupt the 635 00:39:52,690 --> 00:39:54,010 substances that dull them. 636 00:40:21,700 --> 00:40:24,540 Do you think I'm a horrible person? 637 00:40:26,660 --> 00:40:27,660 No. 638 00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:31,140 I just think you're in a lot of pain. 639 00:40:34,980 --> 00:40:35,980 You're a good friend. 640 00:40:47,020 --> 00:40:50,460 The brain can also blend senses in our association cortices. 641 00:40:50,860 --> 00:40:53,680 Oliver, you have a visitor. 642 00:40:54,320 --> 00:41:01,000 Sometimes, something, someone, can cause all our senses to fire 643 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,820 at the same time. 644 00:41:30,069 --> 00:41:31,069 Greg, we'll be right ahead.